What am i feeling? Need help from experienced person?

well,you obviously still like her,and im not speaking only friendshipwise,your reactions are giving it all away,you dont want to lose her as a friend,but obviously you think deep down you still want it to work out,and not getting the attention u used to have angers you because its getting you further from your objective,and if you wanna talk with her well youve gotta be straight forward,tell her that yeah it does fustrate you when she ignores you,and yes also when she speaks of other guys cuz its only a normal reaction,tell her you still maybe have feelings for her and you can be jeolous at some points,if you wanna get over her you should take a break and go out,change your mind,try to turn the page,or youre just hurting yourself if you keep waitting on her like you do,tell her that as well without pushing her away,just that you need time to clear your thoughts,and after well youll see how things turn out to be,you can still be friends...and when you talk to her use the word I, and not U,or she will feel like you are attacking her,and make sure shes sober as well..lol,well i hope this advice will be usefull to you...good luck:)